take everything at face value.
Woke up loving you, missing you even more.
How am I gonna survive thinking you might not feel the same?
Or that I can’t do anything about it…
Just met you today after a year and now I can’t sleep. Losing sleep over you. Now all those sleepless nights before this make sense.
The worst case scenario i concocted in my mind, isn’t the reality. Girls and our overthinking. Goshh
naivety; to still hope.
So we met today, it triggered much stronger emotions that I thought it would. Now, it seems like i’m back at the beginning, having to get over it all over again.
It’s now in your hands. I keep reminding myself that nothing can happen. But hope is so stubborn.
the difference is, then you were mine.
i need to remind myself that you gave up on me.
Some days i just feel so done with this life. Just wanna run away.
seeing your friend and wondering if they told you they saw me, if you felt anything, if you are waiting for me to contact you.